when i was a kid i used to feel so much sympathy for Donkey from Shrek because he was so talkative and eccentric and i felt those emotions myself but tbh as an adult j would have killed that fucking horse with a stone
1. Im not ready to be in a relationship in probably the next 3 years at least because i dont know how to receive love and how to be completely myself around someone
2. Love is not about trying to fix someones character flaws but accepting them and learning to navigate around them
3. Im getting better at identifying my triggers, and im learning that theres a lot of things and situations which trigger me that happen daily, and they can be very small and mundane things but nevertheless they have a big contribution to my moods
4. I need to be more grateful and in order to be more grateful i need to be more present, and when im grateful for what ive achieved i will also love myself more
5. Im proud that I started eating healthier and getting a lot of vegetables in, its been making me feel so much better
6. Im getting better at being alone and learning to not need outside validation and attention in order to be myself
7. Im looking forward to: the next thrift store sale, seeing my plants grow, decorating my space further, developing my analog cameras, reading “all about love” by bell hooks, the next warm and rainless day when we can go to the lake with my friends, my friend coming back from ireland, my other friend coming to visit me next weekend.
